I miss Alicia. And I’m sad she transferred. We could’ve been good friends with a little more time.
I’m unhappy and I don’t like it. But I’m just so eternally frustrated with everyone in the world.
Disregard the following, a venting of the past few days:
Fuck everyone. Seriously. You’re
all so fucking mean. I try my damndest to be friendly and kind to everyone I meet, I go out of my way to help people, and I just get shit on anyways. I’m fucking lonely, I just wanna make some goddamn friends but I seem to repel people for some reason.
Oh and for some fucking reason apparently everyone I’ve met in the past 4 years thought I was gay when they first met me. Maybe that’s why I can’t seem to make any guy friends.
Am I just ugly, unappealing, annoying, what the fuck is wrong with me that no one will give me a chance? I’m sick an tired of this hate riddled society. I was biking home the other day and someone I’ve never seen stuck their head out their car window and yelled “YOU’RE A FUCKING PUSSY YOU FUCKING FAGGOT” at me. What has possessed us to the point that we have to spew such hatred around? Jesus christ.
I just want to know what is so wrong with me that makes no one want to get to know me. What am I doing wrong? What is my problem?